Epiphany and then some

Considering all that has gone on in the last few months, I have figured out a lot of things. When it happened, I was a mess and I tried desperately to fill the void that was left behind.
Since then, I've worked on a lot of things that I had put aside. I've written a lot and I've done things that I probably would have never done otherwise (like wall climbing). And I've met and reacquainted myself with a lot of good people.
I've also come up with a whole bunch of projects. Projects that will take me a long time to finish.
I guess that I still feel raw about what happened. I still feel let down. But I'm learning that building myself back up and paying attention to myself is important and can be a good thing.
I don't know if there is anyone out there for me. But, for now, I'm going to try to be better on my own. And maybe someone nice will come along one day.


I think that I needed Dave's stagg to make me realize that I would be ok. I needed to see my cousins and be with people. I think that I needed my friends, old and new. And they were there like no time had passed. And I didn't realize how important that was to me until now.

Still rebuilding. But the foundation is solid.

Toodles