Wednesday, July 05, 2006

Long Day... long night... long life.

The long morning rolled in. I was up with the sun. It was a new and awesome day. There was nothing that I could do about it: there was no way for me to stop the joy. I woke up and ate my breakfast... the same thing for the past three-and-a-half years. Routine! Can't live without it. Routine equals security. When there is no structure there is confusion. I need to work on forgetting routine.
I woke up because I was waiting for something that never came... that's ok... I'm used to lowering my expectations of others. I don't like lowering those expectations... it's just something that happens when the rest of the world can't be as amazing as you. I took a drag from a rancid cigarette. Hmmmm... Rancid... It was a good cigarette: I hadn't filled my lungs with that spicy pollution for nearly a year. And I sat on the curb, with my limp cigarette and wiped the exhaust from my eyes.
That sun's too big... it's too big in my eyes... it's too big... someone should take it down from the sky for a day... or at least ask it to take a nap. Cars pass: People going to work. I laugh in the face of work... I have a dentist appointment today. I puff to spite the cars. They puff back; I get a mouthful of car and cancer. Don't smoke or put your face at the same level as the car muffler. It will not make you a better person.
All my little hens in a row... all things nicely arranged. What have I learned...? and don't be arrogant you pompous asshole... WHAT have you REALLY learned?
To keep my mouth shut? To stop being a whiny sucky-pants? To learn how to spell? Aside from all of that... I've learned that this is my last cigarette ever... no more of this once a year crap to remind me why I don't.
This street never looked so lonely. It was full of life once. Maybe that was yesterday... I can't remember anymore... maybe it hasn't been that way since I moved in so many many years ago. I don't remember any more. It seems like so long ago.
I don't give a shit... just let me enjoy this last stick of white death for a little longer... just a little longer.

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